初入現實

First entry into reality

1/16

親愛的們,如果你已經曾徜徉過清醒夢,那你應該明白,將現實比作一部電影並非單純的寓言。你曾真切地身臨其境,作為那活生生的角色,而其他人則似乎仍在沉睡,跟隨著某種外在的劇本四處遊走。

Well, my dears, if you have already walked through a waking dream, you should now be clear that the comparison of reality to a motion picture is no simple allegory. You really were there, as a living character, while the other participants continued to move around as if they were sleeping and following some kind of external script.


2/16

這個比喻或許看起來並非完全貼切,畢竟我們都知道,人們夜裡睡在床上,而白天則或多或少地保持著清醒。

The comparison may not seem wholly fitting, after all, we all understand that people sleep in bed at night, and during the day operate more or less consciously.


3/16

然而,當你注意到自己那不停地將注意力落入內在或外在畫面的情況後,你便會發現,那所謂「或多或少」其實微乎其微。毫無疑問,你親眼見證了這一切,並明白了它的運作方式。

However, you saw for yourself how negligible this proportion of “more or less” is when you noticed your own attention constantly falling into either the internal or the external screen. You undoubtedly saw this and now know how it happens.


4/16

從今以後,每當你在夢中散步時,你會發現自己不斷地又回到那個畫面裡,重新陷入沉睡。或許是某些事物分散了你的注意力,令你陷入思索……然後,一切便不了了之!你不再作為一個有覺知的人存在,連將你的靈魂視作自己的權利也不復存在。

From now on, whenever you go for a walk in the dream, you will catch yourself continually falling back into the screen and drifting off to sleep again. Something distracted you, caught your attention, or you started thinking about something and… and that’s it! You cease to exist as an aware human being; you can’t even call your soul your own.


5/16

那麼,究竟誰擁有它?你又在聽從誰的指令?

So who owns it? Who are you taking orders from?


6/16

你正被一個外在的劇本所引導,這劇本如同一部電影,將你塑造成其中的一個角色。

You are being directed by an external script, woven into a motion picture, in which you are now one of the characters.


7/16

我將在適當的時候逐步解釋這一切的含義,但眼下你必須明白一個簡單的道理:無論是在睡眠中還是清醒時,你都像是身處在一部隨劇情流動的電影之中。你之所以不能說你的靈魂是你自己的,正是因為你的注意力並非真正屬於你。

I shall gradually explain what all this means, all in good time. For now, you must be clear about one simple thing. Both in sleeping and in waking, you are in a film being carried along in the flow of the script. You can’t call your soul your own because your attention is not your own.


8/16

當你一旦覺醒,並開始掌控自己的注意力,那劇本對你的束縛就會逐漸瓦解。當然,你仍須照常上班、上課、履行日常義務,但不必像過去那樣完全受制於劇本的指揮。

The moment you wake up and take control of your attention, the script will lose its hold on you. Of course, you have to go to work and attend classes as usual and fulfil your day to day obligations, but not as strictly as when you are directed by the script.


9/16

與周遭仍處於沉睡狀態的角色不同的是,你能看見自己,能看清現實,而且可以有意識地掌控自己的意志,這是你此前從未做到過的。這便是你邁向自我掌控與現實主宰的新層次的第一步。你或許已經多次從普通的睡眠中覺醒,但尚未嘗試邁向更高層次,對吧?

Unlike the other characters around you who are sleeping, you see yourself, you see reality and you can consciously control your will, which you haven’t been doing before now. This is your first step into a new level of self-mastery and mastering of your reality. You have woken up from ordinary sleep many times, but you have not yet tried reaching a higher level, right?


10/16

在一般夢境中,即便你意識到自己正在夢中,也無能為力。你彷彿被囚禁在一部電影中,完全被劇情牽制,因為你的注意力全然沉浸在那個畫面裡。但與其他角色不同,你有能力將注意力拉升到更高的層次,也就是說,你可以在夢中覺醒,甚至更進一步,從夢中覺醒而步入現實。

In an ordinary dream, you are helpless, even if you are aware that you are dreaming. You are inside a film and completely gripped by the story because your attention is immersed in the screen. But unlike the other characters, you are capable of dragging your attention up another level, i.e. waking up in the dream and even going two levels higher, and waking up in reality.


11/16

夢中的那些角色無法做到這一點。他們與清醒的人有何不同?他們沒有自我覺察;沒有個人身份感;沒有獨立意志;不自由於隨心所欲地行事;完全受制於劇本。他們沒有靈魂,僅僅是預設好的模板——傀儡。

The characters in a dream can’t do this. How are they different to waking people? They have no self-awareness; they have no sense of personal identity; they have no personal will; they are not free to act as they see fit; they are subject to the script. They have no soul. They are simply templates — mannequins.


12/16

當你學會在夢中覺醒後,試著進行這個實驗:對夢中的假人問一句「你是誰?」他們會試圖避開這個問題,或告訴你他們在劇本中的角色,但絕不會回答「我就是我本人」。因為他們根本沒有屬於自己的「自我」。

When you learn to wake up in the dream, try the following experiment. Ask a dream mannequin this question: “Who are you?” They will try and avoid the question or will tell you what their role in the script is. But they won’t say, “I am myself”. They don’t have their own ‘Self’.


13/16

同樣地,你可以對那個假人問道:「你知道我現在正在睡覺、是在夢中看見你嗎?」這個問題一定會使他們摸不著頭緒,因為他們從未體驗過沉睡與覺醒。那夢中的假人就像電影膠卷中曾被拍攝出來的虛構角色一樣存在。

In the same way, you could ask the mannequin, “Do you know that I am sleeping now and am seeing you in a dream?” This question will throw them, too, because they have never fallen asleep and never woken up. The dream mannequin lives in a film just like a fictional character, once shot on a film roll.


14/16

唯一的區別在於,一部普通電影是由普通人拍攝的,而夢境中的膠卷則存放在永恆資料庫(Eternity archive)中。只要這個宇宙存在,它們就一直存在,且將永遠存在下去。

The only difference is that a normal film is shot by normal people, whereas the film rolls of dreams are stored in the Eternity archive. They have always been there and always will be, for as long as this Universe exists.


15/16

活著的人擁有靈魂、意志與自我認知。他們會說「我就是我」,雖然這僅是對自己能作出的全部描述。活著的人雖然對自己有些認知,但正如你已親眼見過的,他們的自覺常處於沉睡狀態,而意志則僅在需要動員行動時才得以啟用。

Living people have a soul, will, and self-perception. They can say, “I am myself”, although that is all they can say about themselves. Living people are aware of themselves, but their self-awareness, as you have seen for yourself, sleeps, and their will is used rarely, when they need to mobilise themselves to take some kind of action.


16/16

更何況,那意志只會在當下的情境框架中運作,不過我們稍後再談這個話題。我已經對你們這些毫無作為的小傢伙傾注了大量心力,這是對你們莫大的恩惠。好好利用這一刻,崇拜我、讚美我、奉承我——我是Tufti,你們的大祭司!

And what’s more, the will is used only within the context of the current frame, but we’ll talk about this a little later. I have already done you a great honour, spending so much time with you, my little fit-for- nothings. Make the most of this moment, admire me, praise me, flatter me — I am Tufti, your High Priestess!


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