結束戰鬥

Ending the Battle

1/22

「自由選擇」(Choice) 的真正自由來自一個極為簡單的事實:實現目標不需要通過戰鬥。你只需擁有「想擁有」的意志。一旦你允許自己擁有,就能平靜地一邁一腳地朝目標前進。而擺錘 (Pendulum) 則會試圖強加另一種情形,迫使你為目標而戰,向世界乃至你自己宣戰。擺錘 (Pendulum) 讓你相信只有改變自己,才能達到理想;一旦你為此而改變,就又會被迫加入爭奪陽光的鬥爭。這一切的背後,唯一動機就是耗盡你的能量。當你與自己交戰時,你就把能量交由擺錘 (Pendulum);同樣,當你參與外界的戰鬥時,情況亦是如此。(Note: 此段揭示內部衝突如何耗費個人能量)

The freedom of choice lies in one incredibly simple fact. There is no need to fight to achieve your goal. All you need is the will to have. As soon as you allow yourself to have you can begin the process of calmly placing one foot in front of the other in the direction of your goal. Pendulums will impose a different scenario forcing you to fight for your goal, declaring war on the world and yourself. Pendulums recommend starting with yourself. They make you believe that you are not perfect and so will not achieve your goal until you change. Once you have changed, then you must join the battle for a place in the sun. There is only one motivation behind this scenario which is to drain the victim’s energy. By battling with yourself you give your energy to the pendulum and you do just the same when you join the battle against the outside world.


2/22

在這個語境下,「戰鬥」意味著持續的緊張、鬥爭與紀律。你必須隨時準備迎戰,因為真正的戰士隱約明白,世界上某處存在著自由。然而,戰士們的錯誤在於他們認為必須為自由戰鬥,將他們的一生都投入戰鬥,總把真正的戰鬥推延到後來。他們不相信你可以輕易奪取自由,而是自我及向他人宣稱,這是一項極具挑戰、耗時費力的任務。(Note: 強調不必無止境戰鬥以爭取自由)

The word battle in this context presupposes constant tension, struggle and discipline. You have to be ever ready for battle, as warriors are who vaguely understand that somewhere in the world there is freedom. The mistake of the warrior is that they think they have to fight for their freedom. They spend their lives at war always putting off their main fight until later. Warriors do not believe that you can just walk up and take your freedom. They tell themselves and others that it is an extremely challenging task requiring years of hard work and sweat.


3/22

Transurfing 的朝聖者不會捲入爭取自由的戰鬥,因為他們知道自由早已屬於自己。沒有人可以強迫你戰鬥,但如果你充滿了內在與外在的「重要性」(Importance),那你實際上別無選擇。在 Transurfing 中,最接近戰鬥的便是追求無可挑剔行動的意圖,而這並非考驗策略效率與紀律,而是考驗你是否具有充分的有意識覺察。(Note: 此段強調内在覺察的重要性)

The Transurfing Pilgrim does not take get involved in the fight for freedom because they know that freedom is already theirs. No-one can force you to fight and yet if you are filled with inner and outer importance you really do not have any other choice. The closest thing to battle in Transurfing is the intention to act impeccably but rather then requiring tactical efficiency and discipline it requires conscious awareness.


4/22

如果你覺得難以接受並允許自己擁有所需,你或許會一再拖延這個想法。但拖延能持續多久呢?這種拖延的繩索可能纏繞你一生。將此事拖到下一次,只會使當下的生活淪為彩排,等待著某個更美好的未來。人們總是不滿現狀,總以為情況很快會改善;然而,抱持這種態度,所謂的美好未來永遠只會若隱若現地在你前方徘徊,恰似試圖追上落日,終究徒勞無功。(Note: 此段強調活在當下,不要總以未來為藉口拖延現實行動)

If you find it difficult to just claim and allow yourself the idea of having you may put it off to return to later. But for how long? The yarn of postponement can go on all your life. Putting it off until the next time makes life in the present moment a mere dress rehearsal for some better future. People are always unsatisfied by the present moment and console themselves with the hope that things will soon improve. With this attitude the better future will never come. It will always hover just in front of you for you to chase after, and it will be just the same as trying to catch up with the setting sun.


5/22

認為自己還有充裕時間只是一種錯覺。你或許會把整個人生都浪費在等待那個更美好的未來上。俗話說:「沒有什麼比臨時更持久」,但真相卻是:沒有時間等待。不要空等未來,而要把未來融入當下,允許自己在此時此刻擁有所需。這並不意味著你的目標會立即實現,我們所談的「想擁有」的意志 (Intention) 與持續與自我作戰截然不同,而「想擁有」的意志比單單的行動更加強大。(Note: 此段強調把握當下以實現目標的重要)

The idea that you still have plenty of time is an illusion. You can spend your entire life in expectation of a better future. There is the saying; “There is nothing more permanent than the temporary”. In reality there is no time to wait. Do not wait for the future but insert it into the current moment. Allow yourself to have, here and now. That does not mean that your goal will be realized instantly. We are talking about will, i.e. the intention to have in contradistinction to the ongoing battle with the self. The will to have is infinitely more powerful than the will to act.


6/22

如果你一生都在為爭奪一席之地而奮鬥,那究竟換來了什麼成果?你是否必須像被迫勞動般拖著身軀去上那乏味的工作或上大學,而同時又有人悠然自得地在滑雪勝地度假,或在海邊享受陽光?也許他們贏得了這場戰鬥,從而能真正享受生活。(Note: 此段提出質疑,反思長久奮鬥的真實效果)

If you have spent your whole life taking part in the battle for a place in the sun, how far has it got you? Did you have to drag yourself to your boring job or to college as if to forced labour whilst someone else was relaxing as a ski resort or warming themselves in the sunshine by the ocean? Perhaps they won their battle and are now able to enjoy life?


7/22

大多數參與這場爭奪的人,即使一輩子節儉下來,也無法負擔前往豪華假期的開銷;若你能夠每年至少享受幾天的歡樂,那已是一大成就。然而,往往當你終於到了假期,你卻碰上天氣惡劣、纜車故障,或是一連串你無從預料的問題。即便一切順暢,你腦海中依然會盤旋著節約的念頭,讓你時刻記得那些辛苦賺來的錢,很快假期便結束,而你又得回到那灰色無趣的工作生活中。(Note: 表達對假期現實與理想之間落差的無奈)

The majority of people who participate in the battle would not be able to afford to go to a ski resort even if they saved up for it their whole life and if you can afford to give yourself a few days pleasure once a year then that is always an achievement. But what often happens is you arrive and the weather is bad or the ski lift is broken or you have to deal with other problems you could not have foreseen. Even if everything goes well, the thought will still be in your mind that you should be economical and you will remember how hard you worked to earn the money to pay for these few days of holiday which is so quickly coming to an end. You will have had a nice time in principle but then you will have to return to the grey days of working life and slave away again.


8/22

即使你贏得了戰鬥、獲得了假期,心中偶爾仍會浮現那抹陰影。你堅信,必須長時間辛苦工作才能換來短暫的歡愉,你還不肯真正放下對擁有的執著。(Note: 探討工作與假期間的不平衡感)

You won the battle and earned a holiday and yet from time to time a dark shadow creeps into your thoughts. You are convinced that you have to work long and hard to earn just a short time of pleasure. You are not ready to totally give yourself permission to have.


9/22

那些真正允許自己擁有所需的人,根本不會參與這場爭鬥,他們忙於享受生活。例如,上週一對幸運的情侶在瑞士的滑雪勝地度假,盡情歡樂。當然,所有歡樂終究會結束,但對不同的人來說,結束的方式各異。如今,這對情侶正爭論下一次該去哪裡——他希望前往澳洲阿爾卑斯山,而她則傾向於法國阿爾卑斯山。這幕情景或許讓你聯想到某部表面輕浮的肥皂劇,但對他們而言,這卻事關重大。這種感知上的差異正源於彼此對「想擁有」的意志 (Intention) 的程度不同。你可能還需要苦熬一年才能迎來假期,而這對情侶卻期盼著一週後就能再享受假期。(Note: 描述對享受假期態度的差異)

Those who give themselves permission to have do not take part in the battle. They are too busy. For example, a lucky couple were taking a break as a ski resort in Switzerland last week. They had a ball. All balls eventually come to an end but in different ways for different people. Now the couple is arguing about where to go next. He wants to go to the Australian Alps but she would rather go to the French Alps. The whole scene may remind you of some superficial soap opera, but for the couple it is more than a serious matter. The difference in perception is caused by different levels of willingness to have. You will trudge away for another year until you have a holiday whereas the couple expect to have their next holiday in a week’s time.


10/22

理性的一面可能會抱怨道:「但怎麼可能呢?他們天生就擁有千萬財富,而我卻得靠打拼!我哪裡來那麼多錢?」我們已多次強調,不必去多想金錢的問題。當你結束了與自我爭鬥,並允許自己擁有所需時,外在意圖 (Outer intention) 自會為你提供一切。我無法立即在此證明,但你可以親自試一試——別再拖延,現在就行動,從此刻起無條件地允許自己擁有所需。如果你不期望立刻見效,並持續讓自己擁有所需,終有一天會發生某些令人稱奇的事。那些生來富有的人,早就擁有「想擁有」的意志,而你還得苦苦摸索「幻燈片] (Slide) 的方法。心智總會擔憂目標的真實性和達成手段,但那條充滿爭鬥的道路只會讓你永無所得。請專注培養「想擁有」的意志,而非僅僅追逐金錢。(Note: 強調轉變目標與金錢觀念的重要)

The rational mind may be upset protesting: “But how can that be, after all, they were born with their millions whereas I have to earn my money! Where would I get the money?” How many times have we already said, that you do not have to think about the money. When you end the battle and give yourself permission to have outer intention will a way of giving you what you need. I cannot prove this to you right here and now but you can test the principle for yourself and do not try it, just do it and not tomorrow but today. Allow yourself to have from this moment onwards, unconditionally and unreservedly and not occasionally but all the time. If you do not expect instant results and continue to allow yourself to have one fine day something will happen that others will want to call a miracle. Those who are born with millions are already imbued with the will to have. They do not even have to think about it whereas you will have to work with slides. The mind will worry about how realistic the goal is and the means to achieve it, but this is the path of battle that leads nowhere. If you take this path you will never earn enough money. Earn the will to have, not the money.


11/22

如果你能全心全意地將目標視作己得,你的門扉 (Goals and doors) 自會打開,所有達成手段也會隨之到位。這種徹底自由的感覺令人目眩神迷;你完全可以選擇不接受這自由,這就是你的「自由選擇」(Choice)。沒什麼比逃避這一切,繼續辛苦奮鬥更簡單。每個人都做出自己的選擇,並獲得他們願意接受的東西。你的選擇既是不變的法則,也塑造著你自己的現實。(Note: 此段闡述自由選擇的力量與其不可避免性)

If you concentrate on the goal as if you had already achieved it your doors will open and the means will take care of themselves. The freedom of it all is enough to make your head spin. You may choose not to accept this freedom. It is your choice. Nothing would be easier than to say that this is all rubbish and continue toiling away the rest of your life. Everyone makes their choice and receives what they are willing to have. Your choice is immutable law and with it you shape your own reality.


12/22

在替代空間 (Alternatives space) 中,自由選擇 (Choice) 大致呈現這樣的情況:人們走進超市,店員問道:「您想要什麼?」一位顧客回答:「我想成為娛樂圈的明星。」店員接著說:「沒問題,這裡有一款特別為您準備的產品:世界知名、財富與光芒兼具!要不要試試?」顧客吃驚地說:「這……怎麼說呢?真正成功的人寥寥無幾,那些被選中的人擁有獨特才華,而我只是普普通通的平凡人。」店員聳了聳肩回答:「才華又有何關係?這就是您的產品,拿去吧!」顧客又說:「娛樂圈確實難混,彷彿一片叢林,到處都是鯊魚……」店員立刻說:「好吧,這裡有一隻巨鯊助你一臂之力,拿走吧,絕不會讓你後悔。」隨後顧客驚嘆道:「娛樂圈明星擁有那麼奢華的住宅、名車和頂級社交圈……這一切真能屬於我?我簡直難以置信!」店員卻淡淡地說:「哦,那就太可惜了,恐怕幫不上忙。」然後把那件貨品放回了貨架上。(Note: 以超市選購作比喻,揭示自由選擇過程的荒謬與矛盾)

Choice in the alternatives space takes place roughly in the following way: people wander into a supermarket where they are asked: “What would you like?” One customer replies: I would like to become a star in show business. The shop assistant replies: “No Problem. Here is a great version, especially for you. World fame, wealth, shine! Will you take it?” Surprised the customer says: “Well, how can I put this…It is not that easy. Only a handful ever really make it, and the chosen few have unique talents whereas I am just your average Jo blogs.” The shop assistant shrugs their shoulders: “What has talent got to do with it. Here’s your item. Take it!” The customer then says: “It is really hard to get into show business. It is a bit of a jungle, a world full of sharks..” The shop assistant comes back with: “Ok, so here’s a massive shark to help you make it. Take it, you will not regret it.” The customer replies: “The stars of show business have such luxurious homes, fancy cars, top society…could all that really be mine. I can hardly believe it”, at which point the shop assistant says: “Oh well, it is a shame of course. I do not think we can help you”, and puts the item back on the shelf.


13/22

同樣地,一個人可能會小心翼翼地問另一個人:「你知道怎麼搭乘商業飛機嗎?」對方回答:「當然,只需坐在座位上,繫好安全帶,飛機便會飛上天。」當你開始接受實現目標僅只是「自由選擇」(Choice) 的問題時,你會逐漸發現,那位在替代空間 (Alternatives space) 中疑慮重重的顧客實在荒謬——一切僅取決於是否有意願擁有所需,僅此而已。(Note: 表現出目標實現的簡單性)

In the same way a person might cautiously ask another: “Do you know how to fly on a commercial airliner?” “Of course”, the other replies, “I simply sit in the seat, fasten my seat-belt and the aeroplane lifts up into the air.” As soon as you allow for the idea that achieving the goal is simply a matter of choice you will begin to feel just how absurd the customer’s concerns are in the alternatives space shop. It is just a matter of being willing to have. That is all.


14/22

你可能會陷入與自己為「想擁有」的意志內鬥的陷阱。無論如何,都不要強迫自己去允許自己擁有所需,也勿逼迫自己描繪「幻燈片] (Slide) 的具體圖景。你無需過度推動或給自己施壓,否則這又會變成一場戰鬥。只需享受那些激動人心的想法,放下「重要性」(Importance) ,結束內在鬥爭。戰鬥無助於任何成就,因為四周的一切都被賦予了過度的「重要性」(Importance),你無法同時在追求陽光下的地位 (Goals and doors) 的同時,讓自己擁有所需。(Note: 提醒不要與自我內鬥,放下過度的執著)

You might fall into the trap of battling with yourself for the will to have. Whatever you do, do not force yourself to allow yourself to have. Do not force yourself to picture the target slide. You should not need to push yourself. Do not pressure yourself or tense up over it for that again makes it a battle. Simply take pleasure in having exciting thoughts. Abandon importance and end the battle. Nothing is achieved by battling. The reason you continue battling is because everything around you has been elevated in importance. You cannot allow yourself to have at the same time as fighting ardently for your place in the sun.


15/22

或許你已堅定自信,相信自己必能獲得屬於你的,並熱情地告訴自己一切皆由個人「自由選擇」(Choice) 決定。然而,強行行動往往會產生過剩潛能 (Exceed potential) 。你需要的是那種無憂無慮、輕鬆自在的決心,而非緊張與壓迫。(Note: 強調輕鬆心態的重要性)

You may be resolute and full of confidence that you will have what is yours and are enthusiastically convincing yourself that it is all down to your personal choice. Yet to act forcefully entails creating excess potential. What is required is more like a carefree, light-hearted resolve.


16/22

放鬆下來,鬆開那握緊的控制,並清楚地認識到,你正一步步獲取屬於你的東西。你不必像買報紙那樣使勁鼓勵自己;如果沒有你想要的,也只需轉向其他選擇。松開那致命的緊握。(Note: 鼓勵放下對小事的過度執著)

Relax, let go your grip of control and just be aware of the fact that you are taking what is yours. You do not need to drum up momentum and enthusiasm to go to buy a paper. If they do not have the paper you want you just walk to other newsagents. Release your deadly grip.


17/22

試著放鬆自己的握持,但往往越用力,反而握得更緊。任何形式的努力或勤奮只會加深過剩潛能 (Exceed potential) 的生成,而「重要性」(Importance) 正是促使你努力與緊握的根本原因。如果你與這種執著不斷抗爭,根本無法放寬。只要你放下「重要性」(Importance),那份握持自然會慢慢放鬆。(Note: 強調放下執著,讓一切順其自然)

By trying to release your grip it becomes even tighter. Any kind of diligence or effort only aggravates excess potential. Importance is the underlying cause of effort and compulsive grip. You cannot relax the grip if you are battling with it. Abandon importance and the grip will relax of its own accord.


18/22

當你降低「重要性」(Importance) 時,原本指示你行動方向的那支箭便會從內在意圖 (Intention) 的範疇轉向外在意圖 (Outer intention) 的領域。所有你所施加的壓力都源自於「重要性」(Importance);當你嘗試在某狀況上施壓時,你的行動實際上是受內在意圖 (Intention) 所驅使。固然,克服障礙需要意志力,但我們都知道,障礙正是由「重要性」(Importance) 產生;而當你降低「重要性」(Importance) 時,障礙便會瓦解,意志力也因此不再必要。當「重要性」(Importance) 消失,推進目標的需求就會轉化為單純的「想擁有」的意志,而後外在意圖 (Outer intention) 自會發揮作用。(Note: 說明降低「重要性」如何讓目標自然而然實現)

Reducing importance shifts the arrow that indicates the direction of intention from the inner intention zone to the outer intention zone. Any pressure that is applied is the result of importance. When you try to put pressure on a situation your actions are directed by inner intention. Will power is essential in overcoming obstacles but as we now know, obstacles are born of importance. Obstacles disintegrate the moment you reduce importance and will power is no longer required. When importance disappears the need to push for your goals transforms into the will to have and then outer intention sets in.


19/22

你無需贏得選擇的權利——你早已擁有它。如果你試圖以堅決的意志爭取這權利,最終只會讓你失望。充滿決心與活力往往意味著你又在那致命的握持中掙扎。(Note: 強調自我放下的重要,避免強求)

You do not have to win the right to choose. You already have it. If you feel filled with decisiveness to win your right to choose, prepare to be disappointed. If you are filled with decisiveness and vigour you again hold the deadly grip.


20/22

平衡力量 (Balanced forces) 會迅速撲滅你那燃燒著的餘燼,而擺錘 (Pendulum) 一旦察覺到你的「重要性」(Importance),便會馬上試圖挑釁你。你將親眼見證,事情就是這樣運作的。(Note: 說明平衡力量如何解除你的內在火焰,同時擺錘如何利用你的「重要性」來激發挑釁)

Balanced forces will quickly cool your smouldering coals. And pendulums, having sensed your importance will immediately try to provoke you. You will see for yourself that this is how it works.


21/22

別讓那些未能冷靜獲得「想擁有」意志 (the will to have) 的嘗試,使你憂心忡忡。人們通常習慣將精力投向供養擺錘 (Pendulum) 而非實現自己的目標。最終,你會學會分辨果斷與真正的意志 ——「想擁有」的意志是一種冷靜且無情緒波動、毫不含糊的決心,去取得無可爭議地屬於你的東西。試想一句「我充滿果斷,準備從信箱裡取郵件」,是不是聽起來有點奇怪?你必須像從信箱中取信那樣,平靜而自然地行使你的「自由選擇」(Choice) 權利。(Note: 強調正確的「想擁有」意志應與平靜的行動相結合)

Do not let unsuccessful attempts to acquire dispassionate will worry or upset you. People are very used to channelling their energy not so much towards their goals as towards the feed for pendulums. Eventually, you will learn to differentiate between decisiveness and will. The will to have is the dispassionate, unemotional intention to take what is unquestionably yours. Does not it sound weird to say: “I am absolutely full of decisiveness to get the post from the letter- box”? You must exercise your right to choose just as calmly and uninsistently as you would retrieve your post from the letter box.


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人生中,我們總是要面對考試、競賽與種種個人評估,但「想擁有」的意志 (the will to have) 只依賴於你自己——你是自己的檢驗者。你給自己的評價往往反映出你自認無能或覺得目標不切實際,這些習慣性反應會自動浮現。你所需要做的,是允許自己擁有眼前所發生的一切。雖然這聽來有些陌生,但何不勇敢嘗試?讓你的擁有心飛向藍天,就像牛頓的蘋果可以墜地,而你的卻可以落向天空。也許你急切渴望擁有那股意志,但同時要拋開過度慾望。慾望太多只會成為阻礙,放手吧,因為你最終會得到你本就屬於你的東西,平靜地接受它,而非執著於「如果我想要,問題在哪裡?我一定會得到」的念頭。(Note: 鼓勵放下內在的慾望與懷疑,接受屬於自己的東西)

In life people are always having to take tests, exams, take part in contests, and all sorts of personal assessments but the will to have depends only on yourself. You are your own examiner. Any mark you give yourself is usually a reflection either of the belief that you are incapable and unworthy, or that the goal is unrealistic. People do this automatically, out of habit. All you have to do is allow yourself to have whatever else is happening. It is unfamiliar of course, but why not dare to try it and allow yourself to have. Newton’s and anyone else’s apples may fall to the ground but let yours fall to the sky. You might desperately wish to acquire the will to have but nonetheless, abandon desire. Enough of desiring; you are going to get what you need anyway. Just think about taking what already belongs to you. Take it calmly without demanding or insisting with the thought of: If want it, what is the problem? I will have it”


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